When You're Gone

After all this time together I never thought that you would leave me if you feel what I’m feeling right now?
and do you know what I want? I need you by my side I miss our times together may you never feel it
how sick and miserable I was when you left. I repeatedly read all messages from you to not feel the tears fall,
I cried remembering all the memories of you, I feel these days like in the hell is so hard to forget all the memories,
present you with a thousand promises and you go without giving one reason for sure you destroy all the promise, why did you do that? anything wrong me?
You Hurted Me At Extreme Level I was Silent,
You Broke My Heart I was Silent
You Ignored Me At Worst I was silent You Busy With Others And Didn’t Even Care For Me I Was Silent
Every time I Texts You But You Didn’t Replied I Was Silent But When You left me I Brusted into Tears … “Because You Hurts Me More Than I Deserve”
I have given all to you, trust, love, and even I had to leave all my friends just to maintain our relationship
to survive, but it’s all just in vain. you think of me as a game and when you get bored you go so wrote no matter what I’m feeling how sick,
and miserable when we are together. I will never give up and tired of love, I’m still waiting for you to come back to me someday.
I call your name in prayer and everywhere I go there’s only your name,
you can never replaced in my life you are a very special part of my life even though at this time I do not know where you are.
It hurts when someone i love so much doesn’t feel the same,It hurts even more when my heart’s breaking and i can’t cry,
One thing that haunts me every day and every night is your name, I’d say I’m happy for you, but you’d know it’s all a lie. I told myself I would never come in between you, I know your happy without me,
I can see it in your eyes, I can hear it in your voice, I wanted to be your Girl but I guess I was never your first choice. Looking at you, I wondered if I could’ve made you happy, Your smile, your laughter, your face and your voice is burned in my head, But then again I don’t think I could’ve ever made you happy, Sometimes thinking about you makes me want to die instead. I promised myself that I will continue loving you no matter what.
I also promised myself that I will never jeopardize your happiness, I cannot lie but my love for you will never part, I promise you I will be by your side if you’re ever in pain or sadness. This is my promise to you as a friend and as someone who loves you.